All through to the second semester I've still yet to adjust habits and mentality that belongs to the life of a student, having trouble catching up in terms of remembrance I shed tears breaking free from the old me. Karlstad is a marvelous city with an astonishing perfection seen throughout the neighbourhoods and our winter is, contrary to my prior belief, filled with porous snow!
I can't wait to experience summer down here, I foresee a blazing sun centered in a flood of blue gazing down on the green metropolitan and in the midst of that is me, behind reflecting shades.

With the end of last year and the whole of 2011 bringing a bunch of must-have video games, my xbox runs hot spinning the discs of Call of Duty: Black Ops and Dead Space 2 as my wallet acts like a hourglass without a bottom. The arrival of record delayed Duke Nukem Forever and anticipated Gears of War 3 ensures future scratches on my controller.
A boosted interest for TV series gave birth to a few new marathons, including Fringe, Firefly and The Walking Dead, all monuments of just the right ingredients for shows going cult.

A few projects have launched since I moved here, taking me a little closer to a web2.0 experience and teaching me so much more. Among other things I am learning JavaScript with the framework MooTools which is an exhausting task but returns so much functionality. A trivial IRCBot powered by PHP is close to ready and the fifth version of my file sharing service is on the way, though it will come to be the third release. The file sharing program is my preferred baby to brag about and the powerful and completely rewritten engine running it is well worth the positive energy I embrace it with. Having completed a basic course in Java development I've found strength to learn new languages, what language still in debate, but my lack of imagination isn't handing me any good ideas to actually program.

Calling it a night with a might-be-true but nonetheless funny and catchy lyrics;
"maybe I should go back to school, but any more education just makes me feel like a fool" - Soldiers of Jah Army - Born in Babylon

18 FEB 11

The point of no return but flunking is stressing up on my rear mirror as I'm doing my utmost to balance the remaining days between earning a good salary and saying goodbye to close friends. Like someone diagnosed with an incurable illness finishing her last will, I struggle not to forget something necessary, with a lot of thoughts juggling simultaneously in the air I'm finding it hard to find the time and strength for more than securing my finances. The nervosity surrounding this whole situation is slowly creeping upon me and I fear my apathetic lifestyle will cause a shock entrance of panic too late to be treated or expected. Another anxiety I dread is my not so subtle insubordination to authority affecting my focus and comfort, only time will tell. The pieces are falling into place but will I find my place in this world?

12 AUG 10

...and on a cold, breezy Friday morning God said, let's get shitfaced!

Just a shame I've got a job to attend, even less pleasing suffering from insomnia once again but what better time than now to do some programming? I'm fairly satisfied with this design which really shouts out cleanness with a touch of fashion hotness, the codes on the other hand can be described in a haste as a large void of blackness in which an extremely misplaced square is positioned and that is where I am now, right about here.
I'll drop in later on with a more coherent input when I'm not dying of hunger dreading for the coming morning shift.

Keeping it cold, you should aswell!

23 JUL 10